hmm,good morning readers.
it was hectic situation during POA. i was doing my work on a computer with thumb drive inserted. first work was done , so i saved. i was doing my second task. so it was done after 100+ words(not exactly) and the computer had to die on me. i was so frustrated. i was lucky my first task was saved. it's being such an asshole. haha!

so right now,i'm procrastinating while waiting for my van to send me to school.hehe.

it's been a long time i posted something appropriate.
so last few weeks i've been sick and weak.
so i went to doctor and get an mc for one day. it's for friday.
and i didnt go to school on tuesday and wednesday. i feel i am behind lesson but nah not that much. there's tests coming.BEO,POA,BEG and such . i hope i can get great marks. i'm praying for the best.

next week is fasting month! i'm so looking forward. but i'm not going to fast full. i don't know if i have good immunity. so i'll see. but i hope i can. cause it's good for me as well.
i know of some people that are surprised to see i'm fasting in the condition i am. okay so random.
it is said it's only going to be 29 days of fasting.

to me, every year fasting , i'm missing my late brother. i know what's left can't return back. but i just miss him.

one project is about to be done. i'm so elated.i'm left with two more projects.but there is one new project which i think can take me 3 days to complete.

the project are very important . it affect our overall grade. i'm going to score for it. since most of my tests are in grade b.sigh.first test of this term till the current i got B. so i must maintain or improve in getting A.

yes-ah! i'm so happy that JASMA's bdae is coming. hehehe. cause she gave me an egg gift last year when she went overseas trip. so i thought of getting something for her. :)) i know i'm sweet and thanks. haahhhaha!

what a tiring day today. i woke up at 5am.
to make this post short
i was awake since 5am till now.
i'm gonna turn in soon.
and i'm gonna tell ya'all what happened that made me so tired ,  tomorrow

hello. this is life.
u can't get anything u want.
it's hard for people to accept the fact that you are different .i'm not being sentimental here. but it's that people are just too ego themselves.
they thought that everyone needs to be perfect. anyone they must have is able. ya know what i'm tryna say.

saying to someone that he/she needs to be patience is easy
but for the person who heard that
it might not be easy for them.
cause along the way they might lose their patience

oh well , why am i blabbering about this anyhooo?
guess this is what i'm feeling right now.

well , i'm a VERY optimistic dude.
i'm not gonna show to people
i'm going to get someone eventhough the way i am.
whether people are staring
 after all i'm human :DD

hello,here i am to update (obviously). i couldn't think of any way to start off the post. hehe.

so today lesson was okay. BEO is so dull. we went through theory and we did worksheet.
i have trouble filling in the blanks. i'm glad there are friends to help me.
so i finished the worksheet in 15 mins and head off to canteen to have my meal.
i decided to eat a meal since it'll be a whole day in school.
so now , my stomach is giving me trouble.
it has been few days that this happens . prolly due to my curvature of my body that i have trouble......you know.
sometimes i feel like giving up life , ya know ppl. but i have to go through this anyway. so i need patience.

well,right now , i'm sitting properly. i notice that if i have a good sitting posture i will not have digestive problem :DD

my cousin's wedding ceremony or whatever it's called is filled with laughters and smiles. i wish my cousin a happy ever after with her guy.
i can see she was so happy. she was dressed beautifully. :))

so i spend the whole day seeing people coming in and out! oh yes, there was Hussien Saaban and Yusoff Bai. they were so hilarious and lame. telling stupid jokes and such. but it was fun with them. anyway,i sang three songs on the ceremony. i was so
nervousss. however, when i held the microphone the nervousness had fade away. foooo! the last sang which i sang was Hanya Kau Yang Mampu by Aizat.

the best part is that  bride's side had to receive a entry token before letting the bridgegroom can meet the bride. so we had to clear the way only when the bridegroom's guard had give the token to us. some traditional routine la.anw,there were three passage block. the first blockage was by my father and his brother. they had an untensils each.  next was the ladies. i don't know what they did . but the last was me and my cousin. haha! it wasn't plan but i want to join in the fun. haaha! i didnt do to get a token of money.hehe.

then it was time for cutting the cake ceremony. it wasn't actually cake but cup cakes.so it was different from normal wedding cakes. cos i think cup cakes are much nicer for the couples to eat. hahaha! well different people different preferences. hehehe.

after that i had nothing to do. so just ate something and have a chat with cousins and sisters.it was such a long time i met them than my sis.it is because i had not choice but to stay home since transportation is always a difficulty to me. :))

so then went home and watch APM 2009. it was dull event i can say.the stage was not well decorate. it was squeezy. i enjoyed apm 2008.
i watched harry potter and change to suria when there is taufik and hady .but continued watching since i love seeing people singing so much. hehe.

so that's about it. this post was actually due yesterday.but this keyboard on laptop is giving me a hard time. so sorry guys.